braces ):

braces today.
choose baby blue :] dont look very nice on me..
now, im in pain. im seriously in pain.

i cant chew
i cant eat
i cant bite
i cant smile
i cant talk properly

i regret, why did i even want to have braces..
everywhere and ever part of my mouth is aching ]:
i just feel like freeing my tooth from those metal things and wires..
now i can only drink..
i want to die ok?

helped mummy baked delicious pineapple tarts (:
i cant eat, i can only see & smell those pineapple tarts ]:

so this year's chinese new year..
1) can't eat my fave ba gua
2) forget about all the other cny's goodies
3) while people are happily eating steamboat during reunion dinner, i will be drinking porridge/steamboat's broth ]:
4) only veg/fruits no meat

will i survive?

tomorrow is the day

the boss came today. but i ddnt see him/her
maybe he/she did come but i just didnt notice?
oh well, working was boring again.

ok, im sleepy. i need to wake up early tomorrow
braces~ oh die..

i'm tired

REPLYING TIME :]
joslyn: YEAH! thank you QAD! jiayou this year!! :]
janey: YA! SO CANDID! wonder who took that picture :x
izzati: serious? HI-5! :] yeah, my bf~ hehe d:
deen: yeah, i know (: hahahahaha! i'm so sorry, forgot to type your name :x sorry sorry.

i've applied & submitted the form for JAE
and here are my choices aka my future :]{i'm sure you can't see anything. so click on the picture}

JPSAE is to even secure a place in the course for him/herself.
but, it's too troublesome, so i decided not to apply for JPSAE :]
now, i pray that i'll get into leisure & resort management...

it's sunday again. i HATE sundays
morning:church
went for cath class. (today's cath class = boring)
afternoon:met up with aina :]
accompanied her for lunch @LJS
went to the library later on to continue reading my book (cynthia reading a book? LOL :D but it's true okay!) and to escape from the afternoon's heat.
being cynthia, she didn't even finish reading 1 chapter and watched vids on " aina's " phone instead.
met rickson when im leaving the library.
evening: met up with jm. talked :] i love her
night: watched x-men on channel 5.
snack on cny goodies since i wont be able to eat any from 29th onwards :[
after x-men, went online and applied for JAE.
now, updating dead blog :]

i hate work, i hate doing the reports at home..
im okay with making hundreds of phone calls a day. but the report, i hate it.
if everything is organised properly, according to the different shopping malls, i wouldnt complain so much.. but it's not.. im so sick and tired of this job.. i want to quit..
now there's another problem, im here sending dont know how many emails to the in-charge to find out about the details of my pay, he dont reply.. and now it seems like they're avoiding my emails? wanting to cheat my money or something, now im not even sure if i'll be paid for working the past few sessions.. so should i continue working?

JAEJOONG DAY :]

BF-AH SAENGILCHUKA HAMNIDA~

Happy 22nd Birthday jae :]
♥
you're TWENTY-TWO! and i'm seventeen :]

today is our 7th month plus 5 days anniversary :D haha

I LOVE YOU
let our love last forever & ever
♥♥♥

half-asleep yet still thinking :x

too lazy to post my reult slip's picture.
so i'll just type out my lousy grades :s

amaths: c5
emaths: b3
pure chemistry: c5
phy/bio: a2
combine humans (elective geog + ss): a1
chinese: b3 ]:
english: b3

alright, maybe only the a part is good. the rest, rubbish. i could have done better if i've started revision earlier. i regret.. regret for bring so playful during my o level year.. if i could relive year 2007. i'll make sure i start revision super early and score below 10 for L1R4 and below 15 for L1R5! oh well, it's over..

this morning, i was shocked at how i looked when i looked into the mirror.
i look super duper unglam. my hair was in the worst state ever. my face looked like crap.
it was UGLY. luckily aina didnt see how i look like d: haha
yupzzzz. met up with mel to go to sch to clear our doubt about the L1R4 thing.
the weather was KILLING~ guess what, the vp and p were all in a meeting which ends at 5pm :s so we had no choice but to ask teachers? oh well, they didnt really clear my doubts. so im going to tp tmr to try my luck. and if i still don't clear my doubt, im calling moe. stupid moe. :/

i baked cookies and cookie cupcakes (new!) today (:

HAPPY! (:

OMG OMG OMG!
GCE "O" LEVEL RESULTS DAYS!
met up with mel and olive in the afternoon to have lunch and go to school together
we're in the hall, all lined up waiting patiently for our results.
it was my turn. sat down infront of the table & miss ros, signed and wrote down my contact number on the paper.

miss ros: how did you do for prelims?
cyn: i made it for poly only
miss ros: this time.....you made it for both poly and jc! you have improved from prelims!
cyn: omg omg omg! *screaming inside*
miss ros: (told me my grades/score)

HAHAHA, i was very very happy with what i've got. even though i know i didnt do that well, but at least i've passed and im able to go to the course i want in tp! but im still unsure about my L1R4 thing.. so im going back to school tomorrow to clear all my doubts before i make any decisions (: and we got so little time to make decisions.0
everything ends at 4pm on the 28th jan..

AND AND AND AND
guess what people?
I'VE PASSED MY AMATHS AND PURE CHEM FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE!
I'VE GOT C5 FOR BOTH SUBJECT.
can't believe i've FINALLY passed that 2 difficult subject. i really thank god for my results.
i've passed my amaths, so im going to be a vegetarian for a month. and it will start on the 29th jan. a promise made to god (:
i'll post my result slip tmr :D

after school..
mel and deen came over to my house. they had dinner here and i think they love my daddy's cooking and my mummy's homemade pineapple tart :D deen started her snapping pictures thing again. zzz. and she's a BAD friend.. she actually took my camera and deleted 2 pictures without my permission.
go and die okayy deen :/ lol

my daddy and mummy are really funny today :]
daddy pronounced laselle as ler-sa-l. cute eh?
and mummy, kept on making fun of the swam dance :D (deen & mel should know)

2 more days to your day bf :>
and bf, i did well today! ^^

toh the scary one :x

this is my instructor, mr toh.

i thank you for the good and bad times during the 4 years in sac choir.

thank you for bringing me to europe and giving me the chance to participate in the international competition :]

THANK YOU TOH!

it's wednesday and tomorrow's thursday

ONE MORE DAY.. it's tomorrow, tomorrow i'll be in SACSS for the very last time in school u receiving my GCE "o" level results.. alright, got to go for work, im LATE.

will be back (: i'm back :]

actually i didnt want to go for work today because i was alrd late. but in the end, after much consideration, i decided to go for work, for money :D i reach my workplace at about 10.50am. as usual, nobody really bother about me. oh today, the 2 boss in the office talked to me :] yup, working was boring... i seriously need my psp ):
okay, bus-ed home again. because sis took back her ez link :s today, i wasted more than 3 dollars on transport... dam, adult's bus fare are really expensive~

met my daddy downstairs and we went for dinner at the high class coffeeshop.
my dad packed food home for my sis and mummy. he ordered fried kueh tiao and carrot cake
we stood infront of the stall and observe the person fry the carrot cake and the kueh tiao. the carrot cake is pathetic, 2.50 for a very very small portion..
me: " ahpa, so expensive la. $2.50 for so little "
dad: " haha. because of the 2 stupid prawn "
i think my dad is cute d:

alright, less than 24 hours to my o level result ):
im sure i'll cry.. no tears of joy but tears of dissappointment.. because i did badly for this exam ):
goodluck cynthia! what's done cannot be undone..

3 more days bf :>

TVXQ- Kissしたまま、さよなら/ Kiss Shita Mama, Sayonara translation

Kissしたまま、さよなら
(As We Kiss, Goodbye...)
Music by: Jaejoong & YooChun
Lyrics by: YooChun

In Jap/chinese/romanisation

Blink…It's my lips…(can you)Feel it…Open, Open your eyes…just look at me now

僕の世界の全てだった
我的世界里的全部
Boku no sekai no subete datta

無くしてかったほの骨も　俺たちい切ねも
就像是失去了主要的骨血 我们都知道
Nakushite katta ho no kotsu mo oretachi i setsu ne mo

溢した熱い恋も　色はせた涙を
洒出热情的爱恋 眼泪的颜色
Kobo shita atsui koi mo iro wa se ta namida wo

Girl, tell me little lie… please tell me little lie…

聴こえるように Ha…
你听见了吗
Kikoeru you ni

でも柔らかく　この手から毀れた 君
可是温柔的 这一双手让你毁灭
Demo yawarakaku kono tekara koboreta kimi

Lonely people…Lonely people
そう　傷か中たあの日　離しかける　
是的 在受了伤的那一天 离你而去
Sou kizuka nakata anohi hanashi kakeru

Lonely people…Lonely people
ただ　泣いてないて泣いて　忘れるしかない
只是 别哭泣别再哭泣 我不会忘记
Tada naite naite naite wasureru shika nai

間がこ続くこの道に　今はいない君え
继续在这条路上走着 如今已经不再是你
Magako tsuduku kono michi ni ima wa i nai kimi e

キスしたまま　Good Bye
亲吻之后
Kisu shita mama Good Bye

Girl, tell me little lie… please tell me little lie…
聴こえるように Em…
你听见了吗
Kikoeru you ni

いま振りつもる　粉雪が僕を抱きしめる
现在那么的陌生 我拥抱着那层层雪花
Ima huritsu moru konayuki ga boku wo dakishimeru

Lonely people…Lonely people
そう　傷か中たあの日　離しかける　
是的 在受了伤的那一天 离你而去
Sou kizuka nakata anohi hanashi kakeru

Lonely people…Lonely people
ただ　泣いてないて泣いて　忘れるしかない　
只是 别哭泣别再哭泣 我不会忘记
Tada naite naite naite wasureru shika nai

記憶に滲んだ　涙の克つわ（渇いていく）僕の心
渗透了记忆 克服了眼泪 （渴望着的）我的心
Kioku ni nijinda namida no katsu wa (kawai teiku ) boku no kokoro

数え切れない　星のように
数不尽的 　那些星星
Kazo e kirenai hoshi no youni

Lonely people…Lonely people
ただ　泣いてないて泣いて　忘れるしかない　
只是 别哭泣别再哭泣 我不会忘记
Tada naite naite naite wasureru shika nai

Lonely people…Lonely people　I know
君は胸の中に　いつまでも
在你的心口之中 一直到永远
Kimi wa mune no naka ni itsumademo

Lonely people…Lonely people
ただ　泣いてないて泣いて　キスしたまま
只是 别哭泣别再哭泣 亲吻过后　
Tada naite naite naite kisu shita mama

さよなら
再见
sayonara


In english

Blink...
It's my lip
(Can you) feel it?
Open... open your eyes
Just look at me now

You were my world
One lost shoe, a good explanation of us
The spilled hot coffee and stale tears too

*
Girl, tell me little lie
Please, tell me little lie
Loud enough that I can hear you

But you just softly slipped away...

**
Lonely people
Lonely people
That's right... we were unaware that day, just talking

***
Lonely people
Lonely people
Just crying... crying... crying... I have to forget

Still hurting, on this road to you...
That you're no longer on
We still kiss... goodbye

* Repeat

Now the snow piles up, enveloping me

** Repeat
*** Repeat

I'm alright

Blurred in memories, my tears (will dry)
My heart...
Like the countless stars

*** Repeat

Lonely people...
I know... you will live in my heart forever

** Repeat

We still kiss... goodbye


Credits: yuknowjae :]

i've updated!

17.01.2008
went to get meiji chocolates after work :D
and now, there's a big hole in my pocket. but nvm la (:

presents :]
have you seen them before? haha
because i've never seen a few before
20.01.08
cath class started. and we're counting down to the last 10 classes :D so 9 more sundays and i no longer need to attend any cath class again (: my tooth were still aching zzz. later in the afternoon, kaixuan came (: he's a camwhore la.... tsktsk. why camwhore? continue reading... :]
P/S: but all his pictures are CUTEEEEE :s

KAIXUAN'S 十连拍

daddy only worked for half a day and he brought us to chinatown to eat the famous yong tau hu. by the time we got to chinatown hawker center, the yong tau hu stall had alrd closed. since none of us were really hungry, we went to walk around chinatown. it was CROWDED, very crowded. bought quite a couple of things (2 only :>) :] my all time fave cny snack, KUEH BOLU and a cheap and nice bag.

CHEENATOWN
hello crowded chinatown
we walked past this BIG WORLD MAP and i found korea! :]
haahaha. mongolian style hats? LOL
sisters
i want to kill her! :x
he said: "aiyo, i look so ugly"
but he still posed for a picture :D
singapore's culture
this one.. it's puppet show?
idk. haha. but we don't see this often anymore
it's singapore's culture too! :D
HELLO UNGLAM
daddy teo and mummy teo
21.01.2008
WORK
i was later for work :D 30 mins late.

today
will come back to edit (:
AND YAY! new blogskin ^^

{back to edit}
HELLO! new blogskin (: how is it?
i know it's not very nice but i'll work harder to make nicer ones! HWAITING! :]
just now, @8plus there's fireworks at suntec city area. oh, i saw the fireworks from home (: my mother is so freaking unreasonable, crazy, annoying this afternoon.. i was slicing my pessimon in the kitchen and she called me to help her wash the rag. i was halfway slicing my pession only so i asked her to wait. -fastforward- she fell, and she starting blaming me for it.. she even cursed my tortise, asking them to die.. dam. i was SO SO SO pissed with her. i was so pissed and angry that i have to take in deep breathe to cool myself down.. my heart was pumping very quickly, not because im scary, but because im VERY angry.

alright, there's still prob with my blog.
i need to solve it. and there's work tmr so go to sleep early.
yup, NIGHT!

countdowns
3 more days to my bf's brithday!
2 more days to o level results :[
7 more days to braces T-T

bf, please be there with me on the 24th and 29th ):

i love purple line (:

the sky is super clear today
i can see singapore's skyline clearly from my window :]
when the weather is good, cynthia will be happy ^^

okay, time to do housework(s) and then i can leave the house peacefully :D
but, because of the stupid adult fare.. i don't feel like going out anymore.. every trip is at least 1 dollar.. government should do something.. the bus fares for adults are EXPENSIVE

WATCH
TVXQ-PURPLE LINE
LIVE
PERFORMANCE! :D
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will come back later to post (:
annyeong~

i'm happy when you're happy :]

{CYNTHIA'S DOODLINGS OF THE DAY!}
all clickable. so CLICK on them!

i like this one the most (:
what i've planned after work :D
wanted to eat jap food.. BADLY
the one at golden mile ):
just reminding myself to leave at 5PM SHARP.
because work is tooooo BORING
1
2
3
1,2 and 3 forms the original picture.
see my bf's name? hahaha

this is what i normally do when i don't feel like making any phone calls :]
yup, went for work today. my PIC is gone.. he's in malaysia?? but he did make a couple(2 times) of phone calls to check on me. well, i think it's better like that. can slack even more :D lol. my front tooth ached the whole day and idk why.. :[

okay, talk about work. i've slacked alot today. went to the toilet for more than 5 times.. not to pee but to get away from the phone and office. so, the toilet became cynthia's best friend at work :D haha. going to the toilet for more than 5 times within 8 hours, i think the others in the office must be thinking that im suffering from some bladder problem. haha. psp would come in handy during the toilet sessions.. but i STILL don't own one ): and work SUCKS today. many were rudeeeeeee today.. aish

i left the office 5 mins earlier today. couldnt stand it anymore so l decided to leave early :D walked to bugis to look for meiji choclates and get my breakfast + lunch + dinner.. the chocolates cost me a bomb la... japan choclate are ex like shit. bought TORI-Q AGAIN! ^^ and headed home. and guess what, cynthia's transport fee today is 3 dollars?!? wth.. they extended the expiry date for my ez link but they kind of forgotten the student fare part.. dam.. met up with aina later on. and i bought more chocolates at bedok. walked a little and rushed home to eat my TORI-Q because i was hungry like anything. thanks for the potato aina :D

alright, since im going out at 1 plus tomorrow. i've got to wake up even earlier to get dressed AND wrapped those choclates (: oh, i wanted to be the last one to wish my dear friend happy birthday through the phone but unfortunately, im just one of the last few not the last one.. but it's ok (: i'm happy! :D haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY THOMAS! :D

kimi mo suki

i'll be calling you @ ll.59 pm tomorrow (:

hello hello hello!
i've spent half of today watching coffee prince :]
and i still got another.. 2/3 more episodes to go. and i guess i'll only continue watching it next tues? because i'll be busy from friday-monday. i'm working tmr ]: and i dont want to... and i'm going to work because of money. that's all.

oh yeah, at around 7pm, went down to block 85 market to meet up with wanting, zhilin, jia jian, jia hao and rebecca for dinner {it was nice seeing you guys again ^^} i was rather late so by the time i've reached the hawker center, everyone had already finished their dinner (: after talking and sitting a abt 30 min? it was time to go home (: walked zhilin and jia jian to interchange. met jiarong. and i t hink this may be the last time i'll be seeing her in singapore? because she's leaving for prague @2am ( she's studying there )
TO JIARONG: all the best jiarong! hope to see you soon :]

annoying things that annoys cynthia
1) why is it so noisy outside/downstairs?!
2) my front tooth are aching. aish. annoying
3) i'm still bleeding a little little little (from tooth extraction)
4) i can't eat/chew properly
5) got to work tmr... $T%&^#&
6) there's choir practice again @7pm in the chapel ):
7) broke..

i was just trying to stop the ants from attacking food on the table.so i wanted to spray some bygone behind the speakers.(where the ants come from)i took the speaker out and i couldn't put it back. i tried again but this time, the thing used to hook the speaker dropped out -_-. so i had no choice but to leave the speaker hanging :D(dad came home, to prevent myself from getting scolded. i've changed the whole speaker story to... the speaker dropped down by itself :D)
received a sms from aina about dbsk being on a live show on yahoo.and tada! there they there, live from japan on my computer screen(but it doesn't look live though :D)

last of all, jaejoong my bf :x
it's someone's birthday tomorrow ^^ haha
9 more days ❤❤❤
12 more days

the extraction is OVER

i survived! i survived the tooth extraction!
i was suppose to extract 2 teeth today but because the first 2 wasn't painful at all i decided to get everything over and done with! extract all 4 tooth.

since it's not painful,
i thought that i won't shed any tears
but little did i know,
the 3rd tooth to be extracted was painful..
it was so painful that i started tearing
tried to hold back those tears, but i failed
i cried... i was shaking.. my hands were cold..
it was really painful

HAHA. ok, the worst thing was that the dentist said that i was on the maximum dose of 麻醉药 and i can still feel the pain. i'm weird eh? haha. and, i don't like the numb-ish feeling. i can't even feel my chin and half of my face till abt 4pm.. and i've lost my ability to chew ): so had porridge for dinner -_-

before
after
THANK YOU MY DEAR :D
that's why i love you so much
AND IM NOT WORKING TOMORROW :D

my bf promotes world peace (:
countdowns
11 more days ❤❤❤
14 more days

first day of work

damn you "homework"you know how long i spent on you?some stupid report cynthia had to do for her work...
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alright.
i started doing that stupid report at 8.30pm? and i finished it at around 12.15am? it's such an easy job, why did i take about 4 hours to complete it?! DAMN! actaully it's not about typing, i also had to think.. like should i put this in, blablabla.
okay, one word. RUBBISH
i'm so going to quit after poly starts :/

• cynthia's first day at work
• she arrived earlier than her in-charge
• in-charge came, joyce introduced him, shook hands with him
• continued reading some paper on the desk
• in-charge came and talk to cynthia about what to do/say for the telemarketing job
• cynthia prepared herself and made her first call after 30 mins
• i was afraid of screwing up the phone calls. so i slacked a little (pretended to call but actually i was not doing anything)
• LUNCHTIME. with her in-charge. (super weird)
• came back and continued calling. this time cynthia was braver! she just called and talked :]
• the clock stike 5pm! TIME TO GO HOME! for me :D

notes notes and notes on my desk :]

sounds okay? nope it wasn't. you know how boring is it to sit and talk into the phone for hours? this is such a boring job.. i'll stay because of money.. money for psp! :] met up with aina to pass her fave custard donuts (: and we went home together

hello again bf :]

1 more day to pain and tears
12 more days ❤❤❤
15 more days